This last week I was kind of in a funk…not funky lol but just feeling blah.   I let the cares of my world get to me. I had to fall asleep listening to music because my mind would not slow down long enough for me to fall asleep.   Yesterday evening I found myself sitting in my room in the dark with the door closed….just…didn’t even know what I was thinking…… I got up this morning and said my prayer as I got ready for work….it was a tough morning because Nazir seemed EXTRA cranky. Surprisingly, I didn’t let that get to me. As I drove to work I had Pastor Lloyd Pulley tuned in on my radio.   But I really wasn’t listening.   All of a sudden something hit me…….no not a car thankfully. The Holy Spirit hit me.   He was like “child of God what are you doing?”   He didn’t need to say much more after that.   I was like you right.   I began to encourage myself.   I began to speak against this funk and call it out of me.   I told the enemy he ne...

I am scared………No, I’m terrified! I can’t even front no more. There I admitted it!   I’ve come face to face with death….but that only scared me….I’ve seen my life flash before my eyes, wondering if I would live to see another day…yet that only scared me….But what I’m about to do is so terrifying……We are about to open the doors of our church and I’m terrified!!!!! Never in my life did I think I would marry someone who was predestined to be a Pastor….but never in my life did I think I would be Pastoring a church with my predestined Pastor husband. I think “reality” kicked in for me these past two weeks. We’ve been doing the renovations to the building God blessed us with to house the ministry.   Where we have set up camp is right in the middle of Sodom & Gomorrah.   We are in the thick of a sin infested area that needs true deliverance.   I’m terrified because I don’t know it all….Even if I did know it all I would still be terrified.   I’m terrified because...

Last week a friend had this picture posted on his facebook page. I was so upset by this. It's interesting how many comments he got on his page but when I shared it, no one commented. But whatever. The comments on his page were that of shock and disbelief. I then shared it on my twitter and a lot of my followers asked me if this is something that was real or just a joke. I'm pretty sure this is a real product. I searched for it but I really couldn't find anything about the manufacturer. But what makes me so sad is that there are some mothers out there who actually bought this for their daughters thinking it was cute.  Really? is this something you want to give a 6 or 7 year old as a gift?  What are you imparting into that child by sowing this gift in her life? Being an exotic dancer is NOT all it's cracked up to be.  Sure the money may be good, in the beginning, but that "high" soon wears off.  You may remember the movie "The Players Club"....yea th...